A Journey of Discovery

Bad Hair Day !

2008-08-30T08:09:00.000-07:00

iam back ;)

so, today for the first time i really experienced what a bad hair day mean !yes i had a bad hair day after i got a new hair cut !its totally not what i wanted .after i came back from the saloon it was perfect as soon as i washed it i realized that this doesn't quite suits me although i might not be used to it but well it might take some time until i will start getting used to it ,need t o mention that its my fault also cause i tried this saloon before and they didnt satisfy me but now i can say it loudly i will NEVER go back there even if they were the only saloon on earth i would stay without a hair cut all my life loool uhhhh BAD HAIR DAY !!

first step ...

2008-01-03T03:45:00.000-08:00

soo happy new year 2008 and may this year bring happiness and success and everything nice on its way :dreaming:

so today was first day on my new journey the major changes has started lol u got bored of how many time i've mentioned it ,,i will finally begin writing about it ...soo back to the first day ,somehow it went smooth ..met new people they r very polite and i met old friends too...so my first expressions are well mmm i think i will like it here :) inshalla

2 o-O 7 !

2007-12-17T23:54:00.000-08:00

at the end of each year all u hear is people talking about what happened to them during that particular year,,,,so its time for me to talk about it :)

my 2007 was somehow hard ,alot of things happened some were good and others were bad ,,during this year i have made major decision that changed my whole life ,,and faced everyone to support it and i am still in process of proving that i was right in every single word i said regarding my decision , besides that this year brought alot of sadness to our family and friends, people died people got sick, , i once heard that the death toll will raise in 2oo7 cause the Chinese year turned to ... cant remember which animal and they were affraid cause its not a good year i even remember that alot of Chinese got married before the year starts lool ya well u might say that this is just worthless and meaningless but if u think about it ,its true somehow ,but after all ,its all god's will and no argue about it

whats coming next ?!

2007-11-22T09:48:00.000-08:00

will i keep on living like this !this is it !mmmmm why everything is becoming so normal ,,nothing surprises me anymore ,,,at least for now i dont know whats hiding for me maybe that major changes i have talked about will help me get rid of all ... should i say negative thinking ????!

Being Angry !

2007-11-12T07:36:00.002-08:00

how i hate my self when iam angry lool i look funny for sure and after awhile i begin laughing at my self and remembering what silly things i said and how my tone volume was raised automatically ,,, anyways no body wants to be angry but it just happens and its one of the nice memories i guess cause it makes me laugh but not always ;)i wish someone could video record me while iam angry i would really appreciate it. I remember once i video recorded my brother while he was angry lool its so unique to video record some one in such situation (jood how about u make me angry and video record me :shy: r u in???? :Sc:)

F.R.U.I.T.S

2007-11-09T23:17:00.000-08:00

i dont know why i hate fruits ,,,i just dont like eating them ,,,an apple or 2 every 3 to 4 days is considered something big lool mmm how strange are we humans we know what harms our health and we do it !many doctors and ordinary people say this quote that says "an apple aday keeps the doctor away " and whenever u say i dont like fruits *BANG* this quote pops in ur face from everyone around and they start talking about how good it is to eat fruits any kind of fruits just like we dont know its benefits but still i dont really bother ,,i wish that someone forces me to eat fruits even slaps me to eat fruits i dont mind loooool

SKIN SUPPLEMENTS

2007-11-09T22:47:00.000-08:00

mmm there is something weird about these stuff dont know why some people say its bad cause it contains hormones ,,,while skin care specialist give medication that contains chemicals and it may have even worse side effects and on the other hand skin doctors say that those supplements might effect the body hormones ,,ok if its not good why skin care centers and companies r still open and if it really has bad side effects why is it allowed in the market ?! after all i think such comments are made by some companies in order to raise the demand for their product and its all about the business ...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S ........

2007-11-09T10:23:00.000-08:00

no not the series ;)

nothing is more fun than hanging out with friends :cool: people ur age ,think the same way u do or differently in certain things it doesnt matter as long as we are all having fun and enjoying our times ,,,

the point is :never lose a chance to hang out with ur true friends the ones u consider very close to u :)

END OF POST ;)

Major Changes...

2007-11-03T11:20:00.000-07:00

although the title is too much for this post but couldnt find anything suitable ...just when i thought that all doors were closed and my dreams were fading away just like a leaf in the air never knowing when and where it will land on the ground ,,,and the 'why' kept a raising never knowing if that happened to me for good cause after all we all never know what is awaiting for us....

TO BE CONTINUED ......

Long Time ....

2007-10-27T10:34:00.000-07:00

i know i totally left my blog without any updates but i have been through alot of things and i couldnt write anything although i have soo many thinks to blog about ..so this is just a post to apologize for being lazy and i will try my best to update it soon ,,and also i have been looking for some new templates just for a change but still couldnt find a nice one

chaw ;)

2007-09-03T08:32:00.000-07:00

I have been tagged by jood

40 questions

1. What is your middle name?

Assim

3.What are you listening to now?
arod leh - asala
4. What was the last thing you had to drink?
PePsi MaX B)
5. Do you wish on Stars?
i dont believe in this with all respect to those who do :)
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Dark blue
7. How is the weather today?
cloudy and then raining
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone?
My brother
9. Do you like the person that sent this to you?
kteeeeeer
10. Favorite drink?
pepsi( max ,light ,diet ), hot chocolate ,and nescafe
11. Favorite sport?
Soccer,tennis ,badminton
12. Hair Color?
light brown
13. Siblings?
2 brothers
14. Favorite month?
all the same :)
15. Favorite Food?
kabab ,shawrma , nuggets (lol) cant thing of any at the moment ,
16. What was the last movie you saw in theaters?
The transformer ;)
17. Favorite day of the year?
Friday
18. What do you do to vent anger?
the look looooool
19. What was your favorite toy as a child?
although iam a girl but i couldnt hide that i like guns the one that shoots small balls its just so cool ok i better stop before saying what i have done with it muhahahahah
20. Summer or winter?
winter
21. Hugs or kisses?
hugs
22. Car or motorcycle?
car
23. Chocolate or vanilla?
vanilla
24. Do you want your friends to do this survey(tag)?
Yes sure ,

26. Who is least likely to respond?
no one
27. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday
28. What is under your bed?
nothing
29. Who is the friend that you have had the longest?
marwa sa3ad
30. What did you do last night?
watched tv
played tennis
nothing more interesting
31. What are you afraid of?
losing loved ones
32. Plain, buttered, or salted popcorn?
caramel popcorn ;)
33. Favorite car?
toyota

but i might change my mind in the future ;)
34. Favorite Flower?
iam not realy in love with flowers but i would accept daisies ;)
35. How many keys on your key ring?
5
36. How many years at your job?
iam a student

37. What did you do on your last birthday?

i went to the mall and had a hot chocolate in saint cinnamon
38. How many states have you lived in?
i lived in 2 but visited many .

39. Did you have fun doing this?
absolutely yes ,
40. Who are you going to send this to?
yassmen my cousin

NoSe TaG ;)

2007-08-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

so i was tagged by jood to list down 5 fav smells so here they are ;)

- The smell hot vanilla :)

- The smell of hot chocolate from saint cinnamon coffe shop ,the picture of the drink was not available online :( ,

-auntie annes pretzels shop ,there is a very nice smell that comes out from this shop that u cant pass it without buying one or flying with the smell till u pass the shop with a sad face :k: this is the secret of the shop to attract customers :mad:

-benzene for sure ,when ever i go to a petrol station(since i was a child i used to get my head out of the window to smell it ) i just want to stay there 4 ever or drink a cup of petrol to satisfy my self O-o :sc:

- the smell of flowers specifically ألفل و القداح i couldnt find a picture for قداح but these flowers remind me of our garden in baghdad and how beautiful the smell was in the morning

P.S:iam sure i haave missed alot of nice smells but thats all i could think of at the moment.

so since i dont have many people in blogging word so anyone who passes by and like the tag he or she are free to do it .and i will tag yasmen and here are the tag rules ;)

-link to the person who tagged u :plz do this part loooool )
-list down 5 fav smells
-pictures is a must :evil:
-tag any one u want :)

Making Comments ;)

2007-08-19T01:11:00.000-07:00

ok so we go out enjoy our times shopping in malls in public places and every place we go ,we must probably make comments ,positive and negative ones, at anything we see ,some one wearing weird stuff or doing silly moves or or or we just cant leave them alone and not make comments at them , its considered part of the daily life ,and its in human nature as well ,, like if we see some guy wearing like this kid on the picture can we just leave him alone without making a comment :wonder:

هذوله احنه العراقيين

2007-07-25T06:22:00.000-07:00

words cant imagine how happy we r because the iraqi team reached the AFC finalsssssssss ..allllll the best ....they deserve it :)

et5n2t !

2007-07-23T10:06:00.000-07:00

ya its a song , but i stole the title,fe mane3!

so,why am i confused !why cant i just take a decision and go on ! YYYYYYYYYYYYY! iam just in a empty circle :( so after i thought i will solve my endless strugle by making that decision ,i dont know if i fit in this position or not :S is this the right time to talk about if i fit or not where was i when i decided to take the challenge and be professional in that field y am i so down did they get to me till this point where i lost trust in my self !do they know me more than me ! so et5n2t eno why all this had happened to me i have faith i know it might be a test from allah but this is really to much pressure to handle ...

TO BE CONTINUED ..........

Wa Ba3den M3e !

2007-07-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i last posted anything here ... i just come to check and try to write anything but iam out of words now ....sorry !come back later .....

Al Lilady

2007-07-07T03:00:00.000-07:00

AMR DIAB IS BACK!AND HE IS ROCKING THE MUSIC STORES !

yes,his new album was released yesterday ...i can say he is back to what he used to be ...way to go ..u can find it in any arabic music website ..later on when i finish downloading the songs i will share one with u :)

لما يجيبو سيرتك ....

2007-07-06T09:37:00.001-07:00

as i was searching for a song to listen to on the internet ...suddenly this song popped in my mind لما يجيبو سيرتك by latifa it's just a very sweet song and never feel bored every time i listen to it ..........

C.A.F.F.E.I.N.E...........

2007-07-05T12:06:00.000-07:00

YES CAFFEINE!

ARE U SCARED!U SHOULD BE!

i always find myself writing or choosing this subject as a research or
advising people to stop drinking coffee ,cause u know we all know that
coffee contains the highest percentage of caffeine huh!listen to this
people even chocolate contains caffeine !caffeine is everywhere ..dont think that people who consume coffee have a higher risk of getting it's side effect :( u dont want to know about its side effects ...if u dont know let me know and i will be glad to shock u !dont think iam caffeine free lol no iam full of caffeine its in my blood ..

do u know that even cola drinks contains caffeine and they used to hide this from people i mean the companies didnt
write the caffeine percentage in the contents but later the W.H.O
forced those companies to write the percentage of caffeine cause people
should know to be aware and just check the bottle ...in the contents list u can find out that it contains caffeine :)

work on consuming less caffeinated beverages ..and have a healthy life ...

for the record i know that we as arabs believe that advising=falsafa (lol)

station of faith......

2007-06-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

so the third station...

i have been to quite few vacations enjoyed looking at the beach ,water falls , etc

but no never enjoyed anything as much as i enjoyed my visit to مكه المكرمه و المدينه المنوره .......

journey of finding ur self ..the journey of faith, hope, religious........

i went there twice but the first visit was just unforgettable..i will express how i felt for the first time maybe cause i didnt really have the chance to tell anyone about that special true feelings.

it all started when my father asked us to go with him cause he always goes there alone i was too young i didnt understand or even wanted to go there i mean never thought about it really i didnt give my self a chance to think about it...so at that time when my father asked us in 2006 i was old enough to understand where iam going so i agreed at once and was very excited ..

all things were done visa, air plane tickets ..

after a nice journey we arrived ..during the journey one though occupied me .how will i feel when i first see الكعبه ? will i be able to handle that ?

we first arrived in jeddah then took a taxi to ألمدينه المنوره (around three hours to get there) cause there is no airport there ..we arrived and also enjoyed our stay there ..u just begin to think less about anything in ur life and think more about the prayers and (what will we eat !) ...we stayed there 5 days then we hired a taxi to مكه المكرمه the trip was about an hour and a half, along the trip u just see deserts and the temp was maybe around 50 c outside ( burning(, u begin thinking about how they used to travel along this deserts before on horses and walking to perfom 3omrah in that really hot weather !and now we enjoy the aircond cars and airplanes and all this stuff ...

so we arrived there..the hotel was about 10 minutes away from al masjid al 7aram ..we arrived before صلاة الظهر we heard the اذان i said to myself this is it the moment i have been waiting for the moment when i will be seeing الكعبه for the first time after just seeing it in the tv..so we arrived to the masjed and my heart was beating fast !no,didnt see it yet ,the place was so crowded and i was standind on my toes just trying to see just a little bit of it , moving left and right :( no, missed it ..after صلاة العصر we planed to do the 3omra so thats it i will see and will be so close ,we prayed and finished our paryers and then walked along till i saw ألكعبه ..whats starnge is i just gazed at ألكعبه .................then looked at the sky i will never forget this moment when i looked at the sky ... ..here is a thing i might have not said before at that moment i was about to faint ! i felt like iam dying or something, u know whats that strange feeling that i felt !still have no answer whenever i remember i stop at this and just amazed ...after performing the 3omrah ..stayed in مكه المكرمه for about 5 days also then got back.....

to all people out there ..never miss a chance to go there .....u will regret it if u dont go...

but after all its an invitation from allah so wait for it ....

The Beginning of The Journey .....

2007-06-25T10:40:00.000-07:00

so first of all i would like to thank my friend jood ,she is the one who introduced me to this blogging idea ,since the first time i read her's i said to my self why not openning my own blog but i was affraid that i wont be able to continue ...but here iam opening an account and starting to write a little bit about my journey in this life i prefer calling it a journey cause every one's life is a journey but with different stations.... through this blog u will know mine so enjoy the ride !